L'Étranger 1911120

たまさかの外出記録として

A borderlander's gaze.

order disjointed

(続き)

When I look at the work of aspiring people, I feel ashamed of myself.
I was easily attracted to beautiful things and pressed the shutter.
An empty photograph does not even comfort one's own heart.
Even photographing flowers requires some special feelings.
The eyes of the heartbroken are simply empty.
I can neither join a circle of people nor leave somewhere far away, so I just wander around the neighbourhood.
But I never thought I would be so struck down by the righteous thoughts of an aspiring person.
Righteousness, it seems, can also be a force that chokes someone.
As long as both anti-war and cooperation with your country are one movement, caught up in the middle by others,  I turn my back on both.

The music used for the slides was

Classical Guitar Music
Romance of the Roses
SoundCloud