L'Étranger 1911120

たまさかの外出記録として

Remedies for the rainy day blues

Blue, green and perspective vanishing points

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The music used for the slides was

Luke Hall
A New Chapter
SoundCloud

The last time I spoke to a person was almost ten days ago.
The next time I will see people will be at the end of April.
Since my wife's death, I feel very uncomfortable going out.
On a rainy day, even if I don't plan to go out anywhere, I wonder if I will end the day without talking to anyone.
I look at social networking sites and no room for me there. I update my blog, but the days pass without anyone seeing it.
It's not because I stopped announcing. Instagram was the only place I used to make announcements, but I realised that no one came to my blog from there.
The blog has become my own personal pleasure.
I like cinemas with hardly any seats filled, but I guess that means they will have to close sooner or later.
'All your favourites are short-lived. Maybe you are a god of poverty, a god of pestilence.'
I remember the voice of my wife who ridiculed me for saying that.
Is she somewhere in the blue sky?